The One With Day 29

So, one day left. I have to say....

Well, I don't HAVE to say. I don't HAVE to say anything. This is my Blog and I can do what I like.


What was I talking about?

So, I am nervous! I mean, tomorrow is Day 30. That sorta signifies the end of the 30 day faith experiment. What does God have in mind for the last day? And how is the rest of my life going to be.

I feel different. Today I was sitting in the living room filling out the study guide for my Christian Heritage class (that I despise!) and I got frustrated. That's not out of the ordinary. It's just so much busy work and so tedious! Anyway, I got to one point and nearly chunked the book across the room...


And I started to say a naughty word. I know, I know. Can you believe it? And you thought I was infallible, right? Anyway, I froze mid curse word and realized that this is no longer who I am. In the past, I would have stayed and simmered for a while, and thought a few more bad words. But suddenly, the feeling was gone. I looked around the room and realized that i was sitting in my house studying...and I...oh I don't know. It is so hard to put into words. I just feel different. I am excited about what tomorrow holds. Only one day left.

The next two weeks are going to be insane. But I am looking forward to them.